From the recording HeadSpace

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Ready for the end was derived from a time when I was accepting defeat from one situation in hopes it would open doors for the next chapter(s). Feeling stuck in a specific relationship, situation, job, dead- end path made me think only of the future, which took me right out of the present. The melodic structure follows this up and down path one can take while on such a journey. Speeding up to find the answer and then slowing down from exhaustion.

Lyrics

Welcome
Back again. Your looking to cope with my sins.
I've tried so hard but you've ignored the signs.
So you can keep the lies that you fed me...like
"I need and I love you" but I don't love you anymore.

Love was fantasy that we could not agree upon.
You had your softer ways, I had the stronger ones.
Just like your everything was always right, now you're lying wide awake in the middle of the night.

So lay on down, can you please lend a helping hand to a desperate friend.
I don't even know where to begin. I only so badly.... want this to end.


I'd like to apologize because jaded love is not my intent.
You see my heart was loan to a woman so cold while I chasing down my dreams.
three weeks on the road I stopped by my home to see my family and sing.
Completely out of my mind I must've forgot all the late nights that we had fought.
The tears and the drama don't call me tomorrow there's some place that I gotta be.

She left me note on top of a box that said "Please don't be mad at me. I went too far with your heart" now I'm picking the parts up piece by little piece.

Love was fantasy that we could not agree upon.
You had your softer ways, I had the stronger ones.
Just like your everything was always right, now you're lying wide awake in the middle of the night.

So lay on down, can you please lend a helping hand to a desperate friend.
I don't even know where to begin. I only so badly.... want this to end.

I'd like to apologize because jaded love is not my intent.
Well now I'm looking to cope with my sins.